Almost End of The Year …
hey, It’s 08 Nov 2006, exactly 53 days to 2007…huhu.. how time flies by.. i should have been at home now, watching The Covenant which they said is very boring btw.. and i’m here feeling that at least i should write something just to release my pent up frustration of everything..
Everybody likes a strong person…it’s a quality they admire in a person.. but they usually forget that a strong person is the one who needed their attention and support the most at one time..at one point.. it’s because a strong person do not ask or they do not know how to ask..but that does not mean that they don’t need it .. sometimes, it’s just tiring to carry the burden of the world on your shoulder.. you just need to lean for a bit on somebody or something solid to gather your strength and zest of life again.. and then they move on to take everything heads on.. but sometimes..they can incinerate somebody else or something else just because it so happens that the other person or the other thing is standing too close..
hurt…how to rebounce back from hurt?life does go on.. but just how much can you truly say that u are truly recovered from the hurt? and u are willing to take another chance and leap of faith on something that hurt you before? just why, one can make u as a scapegoat and think for you that you are going to be OK in the end of all the episodes and drama? it’s just a war to say, counts your blessings and try your best!
knowing what i want and what to be out of my life…i’m still jaded..huhu..maybe i do know what i want.. objective task i can take it on, however on the subjective that got me concerned.. twice, trampled that easy, how foolish.. but then, maybe i’m just too good for you.. just like the lines in Cher song.. I cant explain this feeling I think about it everyday and even though we’ve moved on it gets so hard to walk away , these lines from Paula Deanda..
Words easily said than done huh? how true..enough of the experience to last me a lifetime btw, just hoping to find my way back..and i truly do hope i will.. adios for now.. pray for my soul, will you?
