Hearts and Thoughts

wow!it’s been such a long long time since my last entry here…its been more than a year!  how time flies by! and now it’s already the middle of 2008! (why i can’t lose the exclamation remark eludes me! hahah) well, recalling all the eventful happenings since last may 2007… i got hitched *wink wink* hanin had a beautiful wedding ceremonies *aisha,sar & i were crying like babies along with hanin lol* monopoly nights with the couples *it was really fun! but not fair hanin&farshid always win! hehe* couple of my friends got babies *too many of them until i lost count hoho* couple of my friends got engaged … got married.. *too many of them too hahaha* oh, i got a pretty niece *nice job angah! =)* and many happy moments which i thank God that i still live to see those!

there were also some sad moments.. my last living grandmother passed away *God rest her soul*  to see my old kampung house back in pokok assam being left abandoned *i dream of living there if i ever going to be a teacher* my beloved sutera starting to meragam.. *hai,duit terbang melayang huhu* but all in all.. the despair and sadness is still bearable.. *thinking of people who are going through war, terrible natural disasters, had an incurable sickness, well there are a lot more unfortunate people around u huhu"

i’m nearly 26 now. i’m beginning to wonder what have i done and achieve so far? hm, but it doesn’t matter.. it’s always what u choose and what u did in that moments that’ll determine the outcome,aint it? only then u’ll find out how u feel about it and are you satisfied with your way of doing it or with the results itself. life, i realised, is everything. for u to be alive but not living through it, u’ll think its wasteful. and indeed it is!