Hearts and Thoughts

When you know that you know who you love, you can’t deny it.
Or go back, or give up, or pretend that you don’t buy it.
When it’s clear this time you’ve found the one, you’ll never let him go
Cos you know and you know that you know.

When you feel in your skin in your bones and the hollow
Of your heart, there’s no way you can wait till tomorrow.
When there isn’t any doubt about it once you come this close
Cos you know and you know that you know.

You can feel love’s around you like the sky ’round blue
This is how love has found you, now you know what to do.

When you know that you know who you need, you can’t deny it.
Or go back, or give up, or pretend that you don’t buy it.
When it’s clear this time you’ve found the one, you’ll never let him go
Cos you know and you know that you know.

And it’s time you come in from the cold.
Haaa…
And you know that you know.

hey, I went to watch a movie last night. "The Break-up". it’s hilarious and downright enlightening but it was sad as well. some of my friends didn’t like it but they do acknowledge that it does potray what happen in real life to some of us. everybody,men and women,need the jolt before really waking up..that’s a universal understanding. then what’s the point of having a relationship in the first place? a question that a friend of mine was asking.

either way, i think relationship working factors are tolerancy and compromising. well, you got two heads in any relationship. between a child and a parent, a friend and a friend, a boy and a girl, a husband and a wife..whichever between 2 persons and more other than with our ownself. it is hard to sometimes find an agreement but we can compromise.. it is really annoying at times but we do tolerate it as we are who we are..and if we channel it in the right direction,it might work out in big ways to us.

however, there’s the big question of just how much can we tolerate and how often can we compromise? certain things that we put up too much with and compromise often with are not really good in the end.. certain things are not even allowed to be tolerated and compromised at all..

in the end,humans is what humans are afterall, they can be innovative, enterprising, dynamic, a great leader and so on and so forth that makes a human being great.. but they are also destructive, selfish, crazy, too proud, ungrateful and so on and so forth that makes a human being not humane at all..

truthfully,i don’t know what i’m thinking now..nor what i’m feeling..nor what my instinct says..nor what i want..nor where i want to be..nor who i want to see..nor what i need to hear..nor which i can’t lose..

truthfully,i”m at ease..whenever together..i’m happy..laughing around..i’m mad..endless tease..i’m smug..dancing around..

truthfully,would anybody tell me, show me and prove to me that truthfulness is not a rare gem today?

Don’t go through life. Grow through life.

such poignant words eh? It was on the plaque next to the ground floor elevator STC Building..that’s where I found it. I read it when i was in a rush to find the documents that my boss wanted but the phrase stuck in my head like the "gam gajah" we usually use for our broken stillettos =P

I can’t explain it. It just stuck. Are you feeling it too?

"Growth demands a temporary surrender of security." Gail Sheehy

"A great attitude does much more than turn on the light in our worlds; it seems to magically connect us to all sorts of serendipitous opportunities that were somehow absent before we changed." — Earl Nightingale

"Don’t let the fear of the time it will take to accomplish
something stand in the way of your doing it. The time will pass
anyway. We might just as well put that passing time to the best
possible use." Earl Nightingale

"Have patience with all things, but chiefly have patience with yourself." Saint Francis de Sales

"Looking back, I have this to regret, that too often when I loved,
I did not say so." David Grayson

"Your mental attitude will lead you into the light or hold you in
darkness. It will lead you to hope or despair, to a glorious
success or a miserable failure, and it is entirely within your own
power to choose which it shall be." ~Orison Swett Marden

"Here is the key. End the delusion of time. Time and mind are inseparable. Remove time from the mind and it stops–unless you choose to use it.

To be identified with your mind is to be trapped in time: the compulsion to live almost exclusively through memory and anticipation. This creates an endless preoccupation with past and future and an unwillingness to honor and acknowledge the present moment and allow it to be…" Eckhart Tolle

"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don’t
matter and those who matter don’t mind."

"When the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace." Jimi Hendrix

=) wahhh..so hot la nowadays..huhu..kipas pun full volume…ade gak terbyg2 if kipas tu tercabut dari dinding…eeeiiii..ngeriiiii..huhu..it’s been rather monotonous and somewhat tiring for these past few months.. however..ade gak berita2 yg best.. =) somehow,it seems like most of my friends have settled down, going to settle down and planning to settle down…phewwwhh…every month pun tak berhenti buying gifts and attending kenduri since February 2006… waahahhaa..no wonder everyone I met keep saying that I look so very healthy in the cheeks… haha..it’s a curse for me.. now,i’m trying to slimming it down by chewing bubblegum everyday at least for 10 minutes..hahahhaa..wonder if it’ll work??hmm..

But I enjoy attending these celebrations..it boosts my "happy hormones" to see them so happy and well together =).. during these occasions you can see how families work together and how friends making the occasions merrier with their tales and laughters.. it’s a day that symbolises everything about love,sharing and communicating.it’s a day of sweet moments and great memories.it’s a day of fun,smiles and joy =) Having some place to go is home. Having someone to love is family. Having both is a blessing.

I also came across this very interesting article in EH mag July 2006 edition.. There’s this quip that i want to share here.. friendship often ends in love, but love in friendship-never..hmm..it strikes right thru the core .. eh? it’s ok if both parties in the friendship has jump over the boundaries..but it’s just saddening if only one party in the friendship has done that.. one sided love is not easy.. never is, never was and never will.. To do it requires strength..not physical brute strength,but brute strength of the heart. To feel and to love is after all proof of humanity and to ignore and to hurt is also our weaknesses. One thing I often prayed for is never let me hurt somebody else as what I’ve been thru before.. living day by day with the knowledge that u’ve hurt someone so terribly that it left deep scars within their soul is just truly burdensome and I really don’t want to be in their shoes..and I’m really attracted to the phrases below as it sums up what living and humanity is all about. Hope, enthuthiasm and faith do get you along thru your journey in life =)

MAY YOU HAVE..

Enough happiness to keep you sweet;

Enough trials to keep you strong;

Enough sorrow to keep you human;

Enough hope to keep you happy;

Enough failure to keep you humble;

Enough success to keep you eager;

Enough friends to give you comfort;

Enough wealth to meet your needs;

Enough enthuthiasm to look forward;

Enough faith to banish depression;

Enough determination to make each day better than yesterday.

I’ve Told Every Little Star
Linda Scott

Da-dum, da-da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-dum, da-dum
Da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-dum, Da-dum
Da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da 
Why haven’t I told you

Oh, baby, I’ve told every little star
Just how sweet I think you are
Why haven’t I, I told you

Da-dum, da-da-da-da-da-da-da

I’ve told ripples in a brook
Made my heart an open book
Why haven’t I, I told you

Friends ask me "am I in love"
I always answer "yes"
Might as well confess
If the answers yes

Maybe, you may love me too
Oh, my darling, if you do
Why haven’t you told me

Da-dum, da-da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-dum, da-dum
Da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da

Friends ask me "am I in love"
I always answer "yes"
Might as well confess
If the answers yes

Maybe, you may love me too
Oh, my darling, if you do
Why haven’t you told me

Da-dum, da-da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-dum, da-dum
Da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-dum, da-dum
Da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-dum, da-dum

Artist: ERRA FAZIRA

Song: SAMPAI BERTEMU

Sampai bertemu Abadikan cinta di hatimu Kenang daku di setiap ruang waktu Usah diragui dan bersedih hati Bersabarlah meniti sepi Kejauhan ini Sampai bertemu Kudoakan sejahtera di hatimu Dan semoga dibukakan semua pintu Jalan bahagia Di antara kita Dengan izin dari-Nya Hingga bertemu Aku ‘kan selalu menunggu Biarpun sering ku diuji Dalam penantian menyiksakan ini Tak kupeduli Hingga bertemu Jangan lupa pada janji yang dulu Satu yang indah dalam hidupku Satu itulah dirimu oh oh… Oh oh oh… Sampai bertemu Kudoakan sejahtera di hatimu Bersabarlah mengharungi liku hidup ini Aku ‘kan setia menanti

finding the love of your life.. the soulmate u’ve been searching for.. your other best half.. and whatever terms that you may call it.. it’s lucky if we ever get to find the right one.. haha.. but the process that we will go through in confirming and believing yup..he’s/she’s the one is not really as easy and simple as 1 2 3.. and until when will u give urself benefit of the doubts, to be sure and to simply give and take the love as it is? i am sure there’s nobody in this world would ever want to lead a lonely life until the end .. thus the search for our partner in life.. but do the search stop once we think we find it? i don’t think so.. that’s why there is heart being broken all the time.. can u find any evidence that there is no heart being broken right this minute?or in the next hour?or in anywhere in this big-but-oh-so little world? a friend of mine said to me during one of our enlightening lunch discussion [*wink wink*] who are able to determine how fast or how slow it will takes for two person to fall for each other? love either sparks and grow or flame then diminish.. if u get what i’m trying to say here..